I am shocked to be sitting here. I feel like a cat with nine lives! However, unlike Kris I didn’t like this game. I have wanted out since Tribe was med-evaced (he stole my story line! ) but the competitor in me wouldn’t let me quit. Since I was friends with so many of you, this game was very hard for me to play. I bungled the social game many times. However, due to many real life stresses, my mind wasn’t in the game most of the time and I apologize, especially to the GIA.

Early on I was approached by both alliances to join with them. The FB alliance was first so I chose that as my main alliance. When the GIA approached me, I said yes, mostly so I wouldn’t hurt their feelings by saying no (not because I was trying to be some evil double agent). I made a mistake and let friendship cloud my judgment, a survivor no-no!! I formed a F2 pact with the same person Kris did on one of the very first days of the game and that was the one person I was loyal to throughout the game.

When push came to shove, I was able to scramble to save myself when Todd was voted out and I won immunity to save myself again. Kris has played a great social game but was so afraid of alienating anyone that she used rock, paper, scissors to chose who to take to the final 2 with her. Tbis despite the fact that she had been trying to vote me out for at least 3-4 tribal councils prior to that.

If you have any questions, I would be happy to try to explain my thoughts. However, I just moved from Connecticut to Massachusetts three days ago, and I can't really deal with being attacked right now. I am having a difficult time.