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"SSC5(RP?) How I feel"
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07-13-05, 00:43 AM (EST)
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"SSC5(RP?) How I feel"
As I visualize my own demise for the umpteenth time and then
lay down to weep before I sleep hoping not to wake again,
I pray for him to be a better man and wonder where I've failed.

It pains me to be near him, though I love him so
his selfishness and anger are killing me though,
why can't he see what it does to me causing all the strife
and change his ways to possibly even save my life?

He says he misses me the way I use to be and honestly so do I
but he's the one who changed me to the me I am right now
the me who must live this lie and pray to die so I no longer frown.

I remember a time not caring what anyone thought of me
and now I feel an outcast, not like I use to be
my days are dark and dreary even tho I live in paradise
why, oh why, cannot others see sh!t through my eyes?

Now you know my story, now you know my pain
will someone please come rescue me and say it'll be alright again?


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 RE: SSC5(RP?) How I feel PhoenixMons 07-13-05 1
 RE: SSC5(RP?) How I feel cahaya 07-13-05 2
 RE: SSC5(RP?) How I feel universityofkentuckyrocks 07-13-05 3
 RE: SSC5(RP?) How I feel zombiebaby 07-14-05 4
 RE: SSC5(RP?) How I feel BlueLies 07-16-05 5

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PhoenixMons 4696 desperate attention whore postings
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07-13-05, 08:31 AM (EST)
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1. "RE: SSC5(RP?) How I feel"
It'll be alright again.

*HUGS* - very moving, woe. Thanks for sharing.


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07-13-05, 11:39 AM (EST)
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2. "RE: SSC5(RP?) How I feel"
Your penetrating verse expresses the acute pain and deep despair you feel within yourself to us in a way that makes us feel what you feel. It hurts, and the pain isn't going away yet.

Have faith, though, that it'll be alright again, because it will be as you give it the time you need.


"Timeless at lightspeed."

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07-13-05, 12:53 PM (EST)
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3. "RE: SSC5(RP?) How I feel"
Hope you get through this.


UL will always suck in my book!

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07-14-05, 12:29 PM (EST)
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4. "RE: SSC5(RP?) How I feel"
Oh Woe this is beautiful!

I hope you had some healing while writing this. It takes a lot to share this personal piece and I want to thank you for all you do!


Look at me I got a Sweet Summer Syren Siggie!

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5. "RE: SSC5(RP?) How I feel"
That was very well written. Thanks for sharing.

Sometimes I find I feel better when I learn something new.

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