Again....another source was displaying this.Wow, look at these comments Lisa wrote to her fans on her myspace group.
http://groups.myspace.com/lisafansandlovers
I didn't want anyone win! I wanted them to run after me and say they made a mistake. Truly, I knew I was the best one all around. And the one photo shoot that I got eliminated on proved to me in my heart that it was rigged, and just bull-##### and I'll tell you why.... For the photo shoot, it was the phone booth. I was the last girl to shoot, when I was done JManuel lined all the girls up and said Lisa did the best, she was so playful. ##### I need to go I'll get back and finish this story.
ok where was I ...... yes, lined us all up and told the girls that we were the final 6 and they needed to pick up the pace like Lisa's doing. Then proceeds to show them the poses I was doing with the facial expressions(mine you they couldn't see because they were behind me) and then said "YOU ALL GET !) MORE FRAMES EXCEPT FOR YOU LISA!!! and that was the one I was eliminated on.......? And with the paperazie(spelled wrong) photo.... the one they showd while actually taping in London was good. The one they showed on TV-BAD! They switched it out so it would make more sense to viewers. But, actually I took a good picture.
so, the girls got to shoot again where as I didn't.Unfair. So, you see I don't know what to think about the whole thing. Also, if I was eliminated because of my big personality, why did they tell me everytime I asked we are only judged on our pictures and the challenges- not our character!!! Thats what they told me over and over and over and over!!!!! What would you think about this If it were you in my shoes? I mmeeeaaannn..... right!
Hi guys
yes, I'm still modeling! I have a few thing comin' out and a few films! I'm very excited! I forgot what all the questions are.......Well, Tyra....well, I really don't know what to think of her. At the beginning of the proccess of casting she seemed sincere and then she became a stranger again.Nigel- hooo this is gonna be fun!!! I think that Nigel is a ##### perve. He would comment on how jaylas ##### looked in her top as soon as she walked in. All the girls laugh with a kiss ##### laugh and I was straight up giving him dirty looks. He's one of the judges but hes disgusting and I'm not kissing any #####. Also he said to Ashley with her super hero pic: Wow it looks like you just got gang banged and your just coming up from giving a blow job!! Totally unnessessary, right?! And he looks us up and down like a child molester! I wish they showed that on t.v.!!!Ms. J- I just think Ms. J is a sell out ugly tran. Poor guy actually, without fame he'd probably get none probably still doesn't> Also, I'm still trying to figure out why he is on that show...... He didn't teach us anything!!! Also, plus I'm mad at him because he said one thing to my face and another thing behind my back(I founds out) SELLOUT!!! Twiggie- shes a nice lady, boring though.Very Very Sweet! But, she didn't take a liking to me. I really thought she did too, oh well. Anything else..... I think I answered it all
Lisa
p.s. I just read through it all and I sound harsh...HHAAHHAA! I don't mean to, its just that I wrote exactly what my first thoughts are. Hey, I always said that I was honest. I stand by that.
Oh yes, I forgot Janice! Seeing her on t.v and at parties since I was like 14 (I was a club kid) I thought she was insane, too loud, obnoxious. And trust, I knew I was all those thing, but I thought she was the worst. But, after working with her I realized that she speaks the truth that everyone is thinking at that moment but doesn't have the gutts to say. Janice will say it!!! OOOHHH, also, at the plastic surgery shoot at the beginning I introduced myself(she wouldn't have remembered me) bein real cool, and she started copping an attitude with me. It really took me by surprise I didn't know what to do.Anyhow, I asked her after the show, why she did that and she told me that they told her to be mean to me!!! The SHOW TOLD JANICE TO BE MEAN TO MEE!!!!! What the ##### is that #####!! I mean during that shoot it didn't continue, it completely switched. The show got what they wanted I cried and then she was normal again.Weird, huh?
I wish Nicole the best. Shes a sweet girl! It went to her head a lil bit but, to be expected coming from what she came from. And, she'll get better and she's seeing more of the world so hopefully her eyes open up aliitle bit about excepting different ways of life! I always called her little house on the prairie! Since day one when I met her she was my little bonnet girl. To tease her I would say wheres your pourage Nicole? Aren't you hungry? Not to be mean at all just for laughs. She would laugh too. Most of the time.She was soo cute too in the begiinning when all 13 got chosen, she told me: I'm soo glad you got chosen Lisa I feel like I can learn soo much from you. You have soo many life experiences to talk about, I'm really excited! Cute, huh?
I realized something was fishy when Nicole kept slidind through the cracks! I mmmeeeaann, shes a beautiful girl takes prretty pics, but we all do! Thats not the point though, if you looked at all her film, I'm sure it all looked the same because she never moved! Thats what I mean by sliding through the cracks! And, the other question was about ##### Coryn! I hate her. Hate is such a strong word I hate using it! I diss like Coryn! She is very ignorant, she never sees both sides of any situation and shes just not very smart! I do think that she has a beautiful smile though. I told her that all the time in the house. Also, I should let you all know this.... Coryn lost 10 to 15 pounds from the show started to about 3 weeks into it! She even said that in an interview. I was truely trying to be a friend by telling her to stop working out! I wasn't trying to sabatage anyone. I didn't have too! My secret from those girls was that I had 10 years of experience under my belt, I knew that I knew my #####!! And, Coryn looked like a cracked out starving freak in her bathing suit! When we were all in our bathing suits doing runway around the pool, they don't even show her body really because it looked so disgusting! They went for the close up. Good idea! And even the judges told her that every week!! Trust, I was truely trying to help! But, ofcourse, she got defensive because shes stupid. Bottom line.
Man, I sound harsh. Thats the truth though. And ##### her ghetto ##### family, her ghetto ##### sister tried to start a fight with me in the limo at the finally party. I was trying to be nice. Watch out they can turn on a dime!Watch, she gets on this page and reads this and comes to cali with her family and tries to kick my #####! If ya'll don't hear back from me I guess you'll know what happened! HHAAHA
And definitely watch the 4th or 5th episode on the next season. I can't tell you why contract, but it should be funny! If not, they cut some ##### out!
I know that if they knew that I wasn't going to win, they had to not let me get to top 3 because they knew that my performance would've been awesome especially because they knew that I excelled under pressure! ANd then it would of been more of a contraversy because I wouldn't of won. Thats the ##### truth! Sucks huh? Thats why I was eliminated so early! And trust that my poparazzi picture was good! They switched it when it actually aired!Fucked up huh?
I wouldn't want to do a modeling show. But, if I did have one it would be hella fun and it would be a real competition, no bull #####!
Coryn and I acted cool on the Tyra show because we didn't want Tyra to bank off anymore of ourselves. And they were pushing it soo much for us to fight again, like instigating ##### that I told Coryn that it would be in our best interests if we acted like friends.We have a common ground- we don't like eachother and we don't have to try to be friends! And that seems to be working out! Luckily I don't have to see her that often.
The girls that I just love because they are really good girls inside are Diane and Ebony. I want to hate kim, but we have the same sense of humor and have soo much fun! And I'm jealous of her because she comes from a millionaire family! She's loaded!!! I want to be able to buy anything! that would be sooo cool! Maybe in my future!
And, I mmeaaann.... I'm not perfect, I can be alittle too crazy sometimes, and I have way too much energy sometimes and annoy the ##### out of my friends, but, I still think I'm pretty cool, man. I love life...whats wrong with that!!!?
answer: yes I'm glad I went on the show because it gave me fame. And I think that-that was the little push I needed to be successful in my field. It opened a lot of doors but also closed some.
I must say though, I wasn't expecting for them to blow up the whole drinking thing. They went a little crazy on that one. One peticular night was on 3 episodes!
I guess some good advice I could give to those that want to model would be to stay HEALTHY!!! Take care of yourself because I have seen way too many girls go down the tubes.