Oddly, right now I feel like I will be a little bit disappointed either way. They're so different and offer such different things that it makes them pretty much the same (for me). Yes, I am aware that doesn't make sense but it's how this is for me. I love them both so much I want to make blingees of them with unicorns and puffy hearts and rainbows and bunnies.

Kris has been quietly brilliant through this whole thing. Some of my favorite things to ever happen came from Kris. (I think I'll make a list of my favorite things that ever happened.) "Falling Slowly" "Heartless" "Ain't No Sunshine" (yeesh, I could form a cheesy sentence there but I will refrain) "To Make You Feel My Love" "She Works Hard For the Money" to name a few.

Adam has been loudly brilliant and is adored throughout the industry. Anthony Hopkins! was there! last night! Best actor ever? oh yes indeedy. (I don't know that he was there because of Adam, I just remembered that.) Adam himself is one of my favorite things to ever happen.

And their friendship is everything that Michael Johns/David Cook should have been. It's a lot easier when you can see where they're coming from. If one of them was best friends with, like, Scott Stapp, I might feel a little less about it. But Ryan (Star) loves him (David Cook) too so what do I know? I mean, he seems like a nice enough person but I just never got that friendship. Man, can I babble or what?

I'm going to feel simultaneous joy and grief no matter who gets crowned tonight.

You're welcome! That's what I'm here for. I still say you should be crushing on Josh Hartnett, btw. I don't understand why you won't. So I'll try again while your confidence in my judgement is at a high point... How about Chris Pine?