LAST EDITED ON 08-04-05 AT 07:43 PM (EST)

LAST EDITED ON 08-04-05 AT 07:40 PM (EST)

Trust me, the last thing I worry about is what people I've never met and have only seen me on t.v. think about me. I'm about as sensitive as a brick when it comes to criticism. I came across one board before the show even started that said I was skinny, looked like jailbait, had gross teeth, and some other stuff - I pretty much just agreed and went on with my business. And I don't mind looking so young for my age - it should come in handy a few years down the line. But dang - 6'3, 145? That's a frame that was just begging for you to put on some pounds. The men in my family have a history of being really skinny and then putting on weight too, but only because of the massive amounts of beer they drink - I thought I might take a different approach.

No, I don't have any recent pictures. I'm either uglier than I like to believe or not at all photogenic - either way, I don't care to have my picture taken.

And I agree - obviously there are the people brought on that are average, the people brought on for entertainment value, and in this case, in my opinion, Josh was the ringer that they thought might win the show. I knew him for about ten minutes before I figured he was the guy to beat.

By the way, since Nathan gets to promote all his artwork all the time, if any of you are lawyers or are married to lawyers, put in a good word for an average Joe. I'm not just a reality t.v. superstar; I'm also pretty darn good at this whole law thing.