"The morning you left, I was pretty upset. You were telling me good-bye! How did you expect me to feel ... happy? Well, I wasnt. In reflection, I hate where we are right now! I want it to be different. I really do. You said to me in one discussion that you thought you were the kind of woman I wanted. That statement couldnt have been more accurate. Truth is, that hit me harder than an uppercut from Tyson in his prime! Seriously, you floored me and I couldnt get up. Thats why I've been afraid of you. Sheeeeit, someone like you could do the most damage to this fragile ##### heart of mine. I had been protecting myself from you when I should have just opened my arms. It was in the last few weeks before you left that I was becoming more open to that idea. I realized that we were smiling more and enjoying one anothers company. You have no idea how happy I was. It felt good to not let my fears continue to keep me from getting close and I dont want to do that to you anymore. I dont want to hurt you anymore. I certainly dont want you to feel unappreciated, anymore!"

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:34