Ok, guys. This was a tough one. Partial screen shots made it very hard to piece together. Plus, I think Niambi reworked some of it, so today's and yesterday's text looked different. So, I made the best effort I could with this one.Hope it makes sense:
___________addicted to you. Addicted to this entanglement. The last couple of weeks have____________continued to grow. There are times when I think the regret will never_____________.
_____________know who I am. How I am. But you have taught me, to receive love, I must freely give love. I must be the love I would be giving myself. I've let my life get away from me, in part because__________stagnant. I've been angry with you because I accepted less than I deserve and because I was too afraid to simply____________.
I've been sabotaging myself because I've been afraid. Afraid to succeed, afraid to fail. Until today. When the world sees me, they will also see you. You are a part of me. Even though I've been obsessing over______________and the ugly. Thank you for your time and sharing a part of your life with me____________So thank you for sharing of part of your love____________the truth about what I want___________establish clear boundaries, and take responsibilities for my actions. I must______________.
I guess it's a "Dear John"--I mean "Dear Situation Man--letter." There is an awful lot of gratitude in this letter. Niambi will probably reread this after a few months away from him, when her head is clear, and she'll realize how soft she was.
I think this whole thing is so incredibly sad. This woman could have her pick of men.
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