I hope she gets a beautiful makeover..tomorrow..( im getting some biopsies done i will miss the show)I hope she finds peace and joy in a moment.. maybe not a week not a hour but a moment.. I pray Kelly writes journals ..not for the world to read but for herself to ease away the painful angry moments..

I also hope she uses her computer skills to research natural healing herbs, aromatherapy, soft soothing music,, candles,,
massage , meditation..to control those rage moments...

i am bi-polar i got it as a result to cope with 10 years of incest and moving 23 time before i was 16 years old.. i was angry with
everyone in my family and i too have an issue with touching and being touched..

I am lighting a candle a pink one in healing and offering peace to Kelly.. i see me in her and her in me...

I also must offer a suggestion on Kelly wanting to be an x-ray tech.. it may be too intense for her.. I had a friend who went into that field ..she had visions of a quiet room..the humming of the x-ray machine.. what she got was screaming patients pulled from wrecked cars ...in the ER..maybe if she went into doing Mamograms for women that would be a calmer envirement..
just a hint..

anyone that can work as a waitress for all those years deserves a medal...bless her..

I see sadness in her eyes..beyond the anger,, beyond that pain and sadness and fear..i have seen those same things in my eyes..

i pray we all find peace and calm in our quiet moments..

GOOD LUCK KELLY...its been a long hard road..
i will be wishing you the best.. you can always turn the page
and start over ..start a new day.. thats the beauty of the sunrise and the calm of walking in the moonlight they both refresh you..and ease the pain...

good luck..peace be with you