Thanks for showing us this. It just proves what we all thought all along. Sad and Aggravating at the same time.

Allison: "I feel like I had to finish my story. ...I keep getting lots of messages from thousands of women who have either gone through the same situation or they were touched by someone in their family. (The show) was a nice sounding board to talk, see and witness how someone lives going through cancer and then going through the genetic testing and having to make the decisions that one is faced with."

Using the letters from people suffering with either having cancer or their relationship with someone that does giving her the script for this season.. you had to 'finish your story' rather than actually going there honestly learning to cope with life after cancer surgery. They expected REAL Allisham not an act. I would have loved to see you one time thankful that you made it through, so many don't. I would have loved to see a person that in that thanks saw life in a new wonderous way and grabbed ahold of it by the horns and helped others in the same situation to have hope. Yes you now live with scars.. but you LIVE. Too many in my family would have loved the chance to live with scars rather than to have lost the battle to the disease.
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Allison: What was a highlight of this season? "I really had some fun learning how to love my body. With my body still being heavily scarred, I went to a lingerie shop and put on bras and real feminine sexy clothes. I had been trying to hide myself in sweatshirts and real baggy clothes through this process. I really learned that it doesn't matter if your body's not the same or has scars. Right now I have no nipples; you can look at me and see that I'm a work in progress. In those clothes, I felt so feminine, so different and amazing. It gave me a real zeal for the future."

This blows my mind. She tried on the clothes, had nothing to do with them. Leaving the store so down on herself. Acting as if she would never wear that sort of thing. Now all of a sudden it was a highlight? Why didn't you get one piece of feel good lingerie then instead of put on yet another act of self loathing? Is that what you thought we wanted to see? You were wrong. See, if you were real, and it did make you feel good, we would have been happy for you that you found a way to feel good about yourself, happy for someone else that may think.. maybe I'll try that! But you were never "authentic". HIGHLIGHT? I agree with what others wrote.. you were all about reaching out to help others and the hurricane trip changed you forever yet your highlight is lingerie you turned a blind eye to. You should be ashamed of yourself.
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Allison: What was most challenging? "Dealing with my authenticity." She realized that trying to please others made things very difficult.

I think she meant to say.. trying to please others so they in turn could feed my insatiable self-love addiction was very difficult.
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Allison: She's also working on a degree in spiritual psychology at the University of Santa Monica, which her "SO" life-coach Iyanla Vanzant attended.

Yes, Ladies we called it.. she was so hoping to stay on as LC or mentor in the house, that's why she was so blown away she was leaving. Come on Allisham, do you really think that you wrote the right script for yourself if that's what you wanted? Who would want to put their lives in the hands of someone so messed up? That's all you showed us. How very messed up you are. If you had actually been authentic and came through the process growing and coping and learning in a real sense, we would all have so much more respect for you.
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"She commutes one weekend a month to California."

Wow how many donations does that take? Your finances sure fixed themselves all of a sudden. How many people financially strapped could commute from North Carolina to California every month???! I hope if you graduate to 'help others' that you aren't continuing to use people as your personal audience to continue to tell your story in order to gain self fulfillment. Are you taking classes just for the crudentials to have your own show? Because if that's the way to your fame, I hope that many people watched you on this show before they go to you for assistance.