Guess what, she's been on heavy duty pain medication.Determined to overcome her habit, she checked into the La Costa Resort and Spa in Carlsbad, Calif., last Thanksgiving.
"I could have killed myself," Abdul tells the magazine. "Withdrawal – it's the worst thing. I was freezing cold, then sweating hot, then chattering and in so much pain. It was excruciating."
"At my very core," she concludes, "I did not like existing the way I had been."
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*smiles**stands and claps emphatically with fingers spread wide*
*"THAT? Was your best performance ever. You are every color of the rainbow*
Please don't judge me... this is the best Paula impersonation I could muster!