Yes,I understand you've had a rough life.Yes,I get it your trying to detox from your addictions.But there comes a time when you have to DECIDE to be HAPPY and make your own choices.Despite the pain you've felt.Or for goodness sake,life won't be worth living.She NEVER seems to be happy about anything.Not for herself and not even for anyone else.Not even in the simple pleasures of life.She seems to live life in the extremes.A drug addict in the gutter or a MODEL?Why a model?Why not just be a normal,healthy person working at a job?ANY JOB.She seems either stoned to me on illicit drugs or drugged on lithium or anti-depressants or something.I don't know.But she seems to live as if life is nothing but endless suffering.As though no one has problems except for her.She is sleepwalking through life.Jodi, I'm not sure you know what you've signed on for.