I truely hope God enlightens you and you get some wisdom. Its all and good to believe in something but when you give away power and lay back and say, "I have no control over my life", that is completly sad, imature and mind blowing. What the heck were you both doing in the house anyways? If you have no control why not just buy a lotery ticket and cross your fingers? BB is a GAME of wit, planning and stategy. You have to actually DOOOO something.
Amber watch the tapes of BB8 and I hope you feel embarrassed and grow the hec up. For the sake of your child. She needs an adult to raise and guild her.