Hey ToddI commend you very much for putting your entire life in view of the whole world, I hope that all your dreams and ambitions come true. Believe in yourself and never tell yourself you can not what you want. As to the question on what you should do with the 5,0000 you just won, I believer you should get a ring for your girlfriend and ask her to marry you. She seems like a very kind person and loves you very much. Hope you'll think about it.